God I am coming to you humble
Speaking from my heart
It’s seems that I have stumbled
Like I am back at start
Trying to stay in a positive mind
While depression is knocking on my door
The enemy wants my peace to be hard to find
But I know the promises you have in store.
As I sit in this hospital bed
My love ones say you’ve made it this far I know you’ll over come
&Yes it’s true what they have said
But how many times do I have to make it far before this sickness battle is won ?
I tell myself I have heart disease it doesn’t have me
Even when I feel like I’m at my weakest point
But this sickness seems to controls the things that helps me function properly
Even down to my bones and joints
But no I won’t complain
& I don’t want anyone’s pity
I know it won’t always rain
I know life want always be pretty.
I just needed to get that off of my chest
Because my thoughts were starting to close in
I know you have destined me to be more and not less
Lord I know with you I will win.
Thank you for reading my God bless you and may your hearts be healed.